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Most of my life, I was always trying to impress someone, my Dad, my friends, strangers, boyfriends, etc. I have come to realize that I am a great person with or without anyone's approval of my life, whether it be my lifestyle, the way I dress, my choice of words, material possessions or anything else for that matter.
My life is my life and I will live it the way I am comfortable living it! I can't and will never be able to make everyone happy at the same time nor do I want to because than I wouldn't be living my life for me, I would be living it for someone else and that isn't what we are meant to do!
I have made a lot of mistakes in my life, I have fallen down, been shoved and beaten down, life has handed me some pretty big obstacles and heartaches, and I have been very close to being on the verge of giving up...BUT I always find my inner strength, I always get back up and keep going and I always keep trying to improve on my weaknesses and my strengths. I believe in myself and I know I will never be perfect but I will go to my grave trying to live up to MY OWN expectations which are pretty high!
I have good morals, I am creative, I am smart, I am loving, I am free-spirited, I have a great understanding of myself, I am a good Mom, Sister, Daughter and Friend, I care about others and try to help as much as I can, I am open-minded and very honest, I don't cheat, steal, lie or do anything that intentionally would hurt anyone else, I have a great personality and a lot of great qualities and YES, I have flaws just like everyone else! I am not conceited or convinced, I am just ME and I am getting to know and like myself a lot more everyday!
With the help of a very supportive fiance, family and friends, I have finally started to see in myself what others have seen in me all along and I want to thank everyone who shows me that everyday, especially Chris! And to my kids and step kids (Alex, Elisa, Jeremiah, Jaxon, Lexie, Jaidan and Maddie), you are all beautiful and wonderful and I love you all very much! I know I have disappointed people at one time or another and will probably disappoint people again in the future but just know that I never would do it intentionally or out of spite, I will always admit to my mistakes and try to mend fences and I will always and forever love you all despite everything!
So this is me, take it or leave it...but just know that no one is going to shake me or make me feel inferior or doubt myself again because I know who I am! "I'm beautiful in my way cause God makes no mistakes"
My life is my life and I will live it the way I am comfortable living it! I can't and will never be able to make everyone happy at the same time nor do I want to because than I wouldn't be living my life for me, I would be living it for someone else and that isn't what we are meant to do!
I have made a lot of mistakes in my life, I have fallen down, been shoved and beaten down, life has handed me some pretty big obstacles and heartaches, and I have been very close to being on the verge of giving up...BUT I always find my inner strength, I always get back up and keep going and I always keep trying to improve on my weaknesses and my strengths. I believe in myself and I know I will never be perfect but I will go to my grave trying to live up to MY OWN expectations which are pretty high!
I have good morals, I am creative, I am smart, I am loving, I am free-spirited, I have a great understanding of myself, I am a good Mom, Sister, Daughter and Friend, I care about others and try to help as much as I can, I am open-minded and very honest, I don't cheat, steal, lie or do anything that intentionally would hurt anyone else, I have a great personality and a lot of great qualities and YES, I have flaws just like everyone else! I am not conceited or convinced, I am just ME and I am getting to know and like myself a lot more everyday!
With the help of a very supportive fiance, family and friends, I have finally started to see in myself what others have seen in me all along and I want to thank everyone who shows me that everyday, especially Chris! And to my kids and step kids (Alex, Elisa, Jeremiah, Jaxon, Lexie, Jaidan and Maddie), you are all beautiful and wonderful and I love you all very much! I know I have disappointed people at one time or another and will probably disappoint people again in the future but just know that I never would do it intentionally or out of spite, I will always admit to my mistakes and try to mend fences and I will always and forever love you all despite everything!
So this is me, take it or leave it...but just know that no one is going to shake me or make me feel inferior or doubt myself again because I know who I am! "I'm beautiful in my way cause God makes no mistakes"